What can I say? Who's telling me the truth? Whats' going on? I hear one thing, I hear another. I read one thing, I see another.

An eviction coming at too convinenat a time. Coinsiding coicdiently with something my paretns of all people have decided to do. And you can probably guess as to who my landlord is.

Add on top of that a really good reason why I cannot move out until the end of the month, and how much of an advantage certain members of my family might find themselves in if I find myself in a pickle over this.

It's all very suspsicious.

I'm told they don't want me to move out, they state in writing they won't talk to their son about giving me a month's breathing space, and yet on the other they say they have tried.... o.O I'm confused... which is it? Do they? Don't they? Or are they trying to convince me they're on my side, when they are so obviously not in everything else? You wont belive half the crap I heard them gossip about to my landlord's wife and vice versa over me and it makes me sick. (Yes I have perfect hearing)

I'm confused. I'm angry. And yes I am ranting. And, well certain selfish individuals are laughing at all of this because, well, they're too childish to let go of hatred 5 years old.

I been told thier kids are better behaved than them, and I think thats no lie.

Still, at least I can rant about my private life. These are my feelings.

I have been abandoned by the very people who claim to love me. And they wonder why I have come to hate them so much. (Yes hate, no middle ground) I am being lied to by the very people who once told me that Lying was a sin. The very people who taught me a saying in the bible. I think it was Paul who said this:

"It is wrong to commit a sin so that good will prevail.."

Not that I'm saying that any good will come of their actions. I just think that it's poiniant in the current circumstances. Goes some way to actually demonstrate to them what hypercrytes they really are. And if they truly believe in God, well then they're the ones who'll have to answer for this to the wise and all mighty.

One word of advice, never abuse the "Forgive and forget rule". If God is truly real, I truly think that excse only goes so far for repeat offenders.

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